I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
A song about my never ending dreams. They're so incredibly strange and
delightfully wicked, I often get confused between what was real and what
was dreamt.
YEAH, WHATEVER:
I call this our F.U.
song...it's a evil reactionary song to what I thought was going to be
a great wondrous thing that instead turned into something flatter than
paper. Now that it's over, I do feel kind of bad about being so spiteful!
MONOTONE:
A song I wrote in about
five minutes sitting on the edge of my bed. I had just gotten into an
unresolved fight with a girl, and once she was gone, I suppose I just
continued the conversation until I felt the argument had ended.
SPACEBOY:
To do what we do is nothing
short of a battle: to stay focused and positive is sometimes an effort.
Outside people can play a big part in that energy. So I think this song
is about distancing myself from those people who've gotten in my way and
held me down. It's about going somewhere to hide until they pass me by.
Don't talk down to me or up to me, just on the same level. Then maybe
we'll have a true connection.
SPECIAL:
My partner in this rock
and roll crime game for nearly 10 years has been (SPLENDER bassist) James
Cruz. We have a deep love and respect for each other, yet at times we
can fight like angry brothers. I'm definitely an impulsive guy who fights
for what he wants. It's a song I imagined James singing at me on a day
that he wanted me dead!
I THINK GOD CAN EXPLAN:
It's a true story a girl
told me about her ex-lover who became a crazed stalker obsessed with her
every drop. It's a twisted tale sung for reasons unknown from his point
of view.
SUPERNATURAL:
An ode to my best friend
and lover..."misery." She's been there for me in my time of
need and never lets me down. No matter how long we separate, we always
find a way to be together, whenever.
IRRESPONSIBLE:
Sometimes people experience
great sex and sometimes bad sex. This song is all about the regrettable
bad.
I APOLOGIZE:
About a friend I always
seemed to hurt over and over again. Written as a small gift that was never
officially given.
SPIN:
I spent several weeks
of my life sleeping on the floor of our rundown rehearsal space in the
dark writing. I was trying to cope with the loss of a lover. All I wanted
to do was suffer. This song is all about that...suffering inside and out.
CIGARETTE:
It's all about ignorance.
Ending up where you don't want to be based on the roads of others you
insist on following.
WALLFLOWER:
I've always been a man
of distance. I never let anyone except a chosen few into my circle. This
song is about that feeling of being me, blending into the scenery.
LONDON:
This is about being getting
what you want and still not being satisfied. Since I was a kid, I always
had this odd fantasy of going to London to perform one show. Many years
later, I accomplished that dream but was still left empty and dying for
something more. It scared me and broke me down.