*~I
dont understand~*
When im asleep, I leave the light on, and try to breathe, relive the moment
I was born, I feel the breeze, it feels electric, then mockery, another
headache I reject, suppose the feelings real, youd never know, suppose
its what you feel, youll never know, thats what I dont
understand, thats what I dont know, now im awake, I leave
the light on, and take a swim, beneath the rocks and undertow, I try to
scream, I dont remember where ive been, a trampoline, another
lack of oxygen, suppose the feelings real, youd never know, suppose
its what you feel, youll never know, I open my mouth but theres,
nothing to swallow down, im scratching my face like theres, something
farther down, its like a drug, I turn the light off, and pull the plug,
but still it always comes back on, suppose you change your mind and back
again, suppose you had more time and adrenaline